Trail run

This morning we did a little trail run for Braylon at Springstone. We were suppose to have an half of an hour in his class for him to get use to the new surroundings. Well, because of the holiday weekend there were literally no children there today. But we were still able to spend some time playing in his classrooms. He is such a little explorer and left me and daddy to go try out every toy in there. While he was playing and we were talking with the center director about his transition there. She said that he will do fine and that because he is so into exploring will probably not see that I am missing. I really hope she is right! I started to get a little sad just being there and thinking how fast this is all approaching. I know he will be fine, it is me that I am still concerned about.

To make the first day easier, Colin is going to drop off all of Braylon's stuff on Friday. That way on the 9th all I have to worry about is dropping him off. I am also going to make some dinners on Sunday night so that we can still eat healthy and I will not be stressed on that end. I think once everything gets settled I am really going to enjoy working. I always have done better when I have a lot on my plate. I just know that I am going to need to get a routine and all the transition to happen.

I wish I had it in me to stay at home with a toddler but I do not. I think that this age is really hard. They are clingy and demanding and you cannot understand them. I know newborns are basically those same things but it is different. Toddlers are hard work!

Well, I guess wish me luck!