Currently, my main stress is work. I have been taking my time in the process of finding a job. I am only applying for jobs that I really want. I am not ready to go back and ideally would not like to work until Braylon is around a year. The idea of leaving him at any point makes me stressed. I do not want. I want to stay at home with him forever. But then I have this underlying urge to use my education and do the stuff I am passionate about. I want to make a difference and I want to have a job. I want to do what I went to school for and not some retail job. It stresses me out that someone else might have to raise my son for some part of his life. I am hoping that when the time comes to get a job or when the prefect job is offered to me that I will be ready. Until then I try to not think about it.
Considering that I use to stress and worry about everything, this is a real improvement.
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