Many of these topics can be taken superficially or deeper. For example this topic. I could tell you that I have extreme fears of heights and airplanes. However, I fly roughly six to eight times a year and I am still scared of not making it alive to my destination. Have I ever known of anyone to die in a plane, no. But that does not change the fact that I am scared every time I fly. I could tell you how I am afraid of change. I get nervous about every type of change: cutting my hair, moving, even cancelling my gym membership that I NEVER use. I am a creature of habit. I basically eat the same thing every day. Not because I am a picky eater (I actually like almost anything). No it is because I hate to change up what I am going to have. I like know exactly what I am going to eat and when. Since being pregnant I have gotten a lot better at change. It is impossible to plan every minute of my day when I have this other person, who relies on me for everything, that changes the game at the drop of a hat. I am by no means cured of my fear but I guess life has taught me to expect the unexpected.
Do you want to know what I am really afraid of? Love....
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