March...

I am in shock and denial that March is already here. I cannot believe that in two weeks Braylon will be SIX months old! Six months! Where has the time gone??? Where is my tiny preemie baby?? I am amazed with how much he has changed in the last months. He has a personality all of his own. He is so darn cute and is loving to smile all the time. I am looking forward to all of the new things to come in the next six months. He will be walking and talking and eating more solids. There is just so much to come. I am not sure if I am happy about this or sad. I have a feeling that his first birthday is going to be a real bitter sweet moment. For  now I am not going to think about that and I am going to enjoy the time I have with my sweet little boy before he grows up too much.

Today has been a busy day. I have had two doctor appointments and it has been rough getting Braylon back on somewhat of a nap schedule since being home. He really needs his naps or else he can be quite fussy. Today he also decided that it was time to wake up for the day at 650am. What has happened to my baby who loves to sleep in til 10 in the morning! Additionally, he has started what I am thinking is the beginning of seperation anexity. He use to be okay all day expect when the sun goes down and now it has moved to the morning too. He screams bloody murder if he is not with me. He use to be somewhat okay if he knew I was not around to hold him but now it has transfromed to where he screams at these times no matter what. It usually results in just letting him get all tired and giving up on me coming to his resue. I can definitley say that I am NOT looking forward to the time when this becomes the full blown and I cannot be in the room without holding him. I mean I love my baby to pieces but I do love my little bits of freedom too. I like being able to pee by myself for the time being.

 Well, I better go enjoy my little man before he gets to big! Here is a picture to leave you with!