A year ago we had the big ultrasound to find out if we were having a him or a her. From the very beginning I had this 'feeling' that we were having a boy. It was so strong that we called the baby by our boy name and never really spent much time picking out a girl name. However, the night before the big ultrasound I started to freak out. What if I was wrong and had started the baby off on the wrong foot because I thought it was a boy? I never even looked at little girl anything. So the night before I urgently looked at baby girl everything. I even talked to the baby to it that I did not care the sex and that all I wanted was a healthy baby. Well, the next day at the ultrasound my instinct was correct and we were told we were having a boy. That seems so long ago. So much has changed. We now have an eight month baby boy. A baby that is crawling and standing and pulling up on everything. A baby that smiles and giggles and loves to be around people. It is amazing how fast time flies. He is such a great baby. He is my little joy in life. I remember during pregnancy being scared of what having a kid meant. Wondering if I was going to be a good mom or if I was going to bond with my baby. Wondering if I was going to have a life anymore. I remember every single one of my concerns and worries. The crazy thing is that now I cannot remember life without Braylon. I mean I remember doing different things but it is hard to believe that Bryalon was not hear for any of it. I feel like he has always been a huge part of my life.
A year ago my life changed when we found out we were having a little boy... It would be forever changed on September 16, 2010 at 11:39pm.
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